That's all really good to hear my friend, it really is

. Did you ever decide on which church you were going to start getting involved in?
I can't say my walk is having phenomenal leaps and bounds right now, but the Lord is definitely doing things in me. I've been finding myself to be more and more open to sharing my faith with other people. This is particularly true with people at my work. He's just sort of created this peace in me to just let go of what people think of what I believe and what they'll think of me when they see how I'm associated to it. Times are tough these days, we don't have any reason to be playing around anymore. People are looking for hope and an answer to rely on, because the way they've been living their lives isn't holding up very well with the way the world is going.
I guess you could say it seems like I've been getting a lot of insight into the heart of God towards others. No, that doesn't mean I'm always the most loving person that you've ever met. But I've just had this awareness lately of how much God cares for all of these anonymous people around me, and that I need to be an ambassador of that love. It's something much bigger than me and my opinion of others.
Something else I've been realizing is how much of a reality this insight has become to me. I find myself get so offended when I hear someone saying something about God that isn't true (according to scripture). People are so desperate for God, and God has an immeasurable desire to have a relationship with people. It's a beautiful thing. When someone jumps in the middle of that and paints their own picture of God based on how they "feel" about how He is or deliberately interpreting the Bible loosely or something along those lines, it's like they take that beautiful reality of God's heart towards us and smear their ugly augmentations and modifications to it. It disgusts me. God is who He is, and we have no say in it. We only listen and report.
Yup, that pretty much sums things up with me!
"Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting." - Psalm 139:23-24